Me Today!

Listen to--The Corrs : Runaway

Phew! At last people, the welcoming event for the freshmen in my campus is finally over!! Man! I'm exhausted! Those freshmens are trouble. Well, not really all, some of them yes. They were actually flirting to me!! I mean they're scare me, I never know them before. I just trying to be nice and stuff but I think they misread me or they just don't have manner! SUCKS! Oh, God! kids these day...tsk tsk... Anywhoo, I would like to tell you guys the details, but you know..I'm not like Ethan who really tell the details about his life! Dammit, Ethan! that's a fucking long entry, you fool! That one ruin my eyes!. Oh, well...I send a wave to Anggie! Good luck for the job girl! And, finally ladies and gents, Sean Blogged!! Man, that retarded fool! Good you enjoy the concert lad!


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Me Today!

When CJ Stuck in Men's Room (don't stare at me like that!)
Listen to-- The Muse: In Your World

Okay, now..this humiliating moment happens on Friday, August 22, 2003. Since, I was--well--We were open a bazaar at Campus for raising money for some events in Psychology, so I was supposed to be in campus. Yeah, this humiliating moment happens in my own campus!! Urm...it's the different building with the one I usually hang around. So yeah. Here goes the story, I wanted to go to the rest room. I knew on this building's first floor, there's a rest room--so I just take a foot in. No sign is it for girl or boys or even unisex. I locked the cubical. I used the toilet flush. I finished. Then, when I wanted to unlocked and go out--I hear a sound. Boys sound. More than one. Dammit!!--Oh, shit!
Panicking. Turn into penguin. Shit! Okay, now CJ work your brain girl. What could be worse if you just walked out? Nothing. Are they going to kill you? Nope--Well, maybe though if one of them is Psycho!--Forget that.
If I walked just like an Innocent girl, what could be worse? Maybe the boys just staring at me in confused. Yeah. So I unlocked the door and walked out. They didn't realize me there. I just walked straight to the door out. For your Information : without looking around!--I kinda regrets it, No! LMAO! And slightly a second or so, one of them realize me. A girl in the men's room. Fuck!
He looked at me . I just--smiled--stupid, I know. But what can I do? And what's weirder? He smiled back at me. LMAO! I don't know what's on his mind, really! And, thank God! I walked out the men's room (maybe it is). I closed the door behind me. You think it's finished. Oh No! you are so wrong. There are more boys out there and as you might guess, they were all stared at me. I put my normal innocent look again and--yes--smiled. Shit! what am I doing! Oh, well I just walked away. I think I'll stay away from that place for a week or so. Humiliating. Thanks. Now, I remember Ethan! you know, I think this 'humiliating moment' is contagious. LOL.
Yesterday, Saturday, August 23, 2003-- It’s my friend birthday! Ning!
Not just that, yesterday--since in my Campus is welcoming the freshmen--I , too, part of the welcoming team. There’s no cute guy in the freshmen crowd! Fuck! Oh, well--maybe I wasn’t really pay attention (think positive!)
But the welcoming thing really exhausted me. I came home, ate and then slept. Yes! Can you believe it. I slept like about 9 pm. I mean 9 pm!! I never slept that early! I usually sleep around 2 or 3 am (don’t ask!). See, how exhausted I am!
I think, for now I just gonna laid back at home. Doing nothing. Because Monday, I’m gonna back to campus for the some events. Yeah, a busy week indeed. Now, laid back.

Me Today!

News!
Listen to-- SOAD : Innervision

Okay..here we go..My old time crush back at the high school is going to the same univ. Yupe, it's a crack! Well..a crack in a good way..Wee..I 'm just too hyper and excited. but I know that I date someone now..so this is gonna be hard..

Talking about my old time crush, he's a bit chubby now. A little more flesh, I wont bother that. I can handle a big hug ..hahaha..LOL. You know, what so funny about him, actually what so funny about me. Everytime I see his face, I can't help myself to smile. He always makes me smile, even when He just standing there and doing nothing! It's silly, but trust me, it happens!

You know, that feeling kinda scares me. It's just a crush, right? right? right? Oh, well, I'm not pretty sure myself.

Anyway..I'm in my parent house now, spending the weekend (it's my sister birthday!) . But I already miss my apartment. I think I have to clean my aparment. Lately, everytime I walk in, I sneeze..so yeah..I think it's some kinda automatic reminder. I have to clean my apartment. So, CJ, work your lazy ass, girl!!

Hem..speaking of my apartment, Yesterday, when I was alone-sleeping -in my apartment. I dreamt something really scary. I woke up grasped--tried to catch some breath and my heart beat run so fast. I dreamt, my lil brother got killed by a BOMB in my parent house. Yes! I know, I think I got a little paranoid about the whole bomb stuffs, well who doesn't??

You know what? I just bought a basketball shaped key holder!! It's so--well--squezee. Oh, well I got weird fancy feeling with basketball..I love the game, I always enjoy playing it and seeing it. Basketball rules! and oh, talking about basketball, this guy, my highschool crush was our school basketball team player. He's not really good by the way..LOL. True though! I still can remember he failed to score in one of the game. Poor kid!

I have to go to sleep, maybe tomorrow I can back on. Before that, for Ethan dude! Yes, that's you! I want my fansign! (on a girly tune) LOL jokin'. Take it easy, dude..I wont kill you. We're still have plenty of time..I guess..It's not really the end of the world, is it?
And Anggie, please B.L.O.G! Not like Sean here..Who is absolutely lazy! He can't even move his fucking ass to the computer! Lazy boy!

Quizez!!

Listen to-- Cranberries : Ode to the family (They rocks!)


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Me Today!

To the Bloody Idiot(s) who bombed the JW Marriot Hotel, Jakarta : May the HELL be with you, cuz nobody wants!
Listen to-- Coldplay: Shiver

Fuck the bomber!! You such a loser! What's on their mind? I tell you what's on their mind : NOTHING! They're idiots! They're SICK!
What happen on this earth? Bombs are everywhere just like a toy, Killing people like they're just piece of shit, Drug addicts are everywhere you see, Crime is a life style. What's this all about? Earth is now a LIVING HELL! Great!
I know people die everyday, but I don't think they wanna die because a heavy explosive bomb. And I don't think they wanna die with lost body parts, with burning skins!!
August 5th is a Tragic day. People running panicly, fire and blood everywhere, scent of burning flesh is covering the air and a burning building. At the same day, when people running panicly to save their own lives, Me, laughing and joking around with my date. IRONIC, yes indeed IRONIC. But that's life.
Nine innocent people have to die ironicly on this JW Marriot tragedy and four of them were just taxi drivers!! dammit! The Bomber(s) doesn't have a heart! They wouldn't thinking about the victims' family, because (once again) they don't have brain to think!
Oh, God! I'm sick and tired of all this.

Me Today!

How is your day now?
Me? Well, let see my friend just move in to same building where I live, besides my apartment!! yay! we WILL party a lot from now on!! Yes, We WILL

And..tonight I have a date!! YAY!
he's a friend of mine. I thought it was 'date as a friend date'. But he said" No it's not. it's a 'date=date'. And my respond simply..(odd) "Oh. Okay." *nodded*
weird it is yet HAPPY!! he's cute, you know..^_^

Oh, well. I hope you guys have a great day. I have to get ready. It's 5 pm in here.
Thanks for letting me do some blabber

*cheers*

Me Today!

Dead Poet's Society Rocks my socks!

Listen to : The Kytes (College band from Glasgow) : Born to be in doubt (what a pity?)

Holla! hey, readers...I have a good news, Ethan, that dude my friend, he put my fansign for him in his blog. So sweet of him..*huggles*. I give it for a thanks because, everytime I go to his blog, he always make me laugh! Good dude, Ethan!

My fella Indonesian, Anggie, is come back from...BALI!! ouch! lucky her, huh? met any cool surfer dudes there? ooh, I bet you did! Once again lucky you, Anggie!^_^

One more important thing! I watched Dead Poet's Society the other day, and it's fantastic! briliant! really brilliant movie! Yes, it's another Robin Williams movie. Personally, I think Dead Poet's Society is his best. And it has lots of cute guys...Ethan Hawke and Robert Sean Leonard. Caught my eyes, they are. Oh, well..I'm sleepy..I have to sleep..


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Yay!! I'm creative, good! beware of the question..I got myself saying "argh, they all are no good!" when this quetion stroke me which solo artist is the best:
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Oh, well, then I choose Eminem!! argh! I feel guity! I hate him!! Die you!

I gotta go..to sleep. Adios!