Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life...Try to make ends meet ,you're a slave to the money then you die...I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet...

Sunday, June 29, 2003

seanjc15
Magic Number10
JobSporting Great
PersonalityDrifter
TemperamentPussy Cat
SexualWhatever, Whenever, Whoever
Likely To WinNothing
Me - In A WordSubtle
Colour
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Yeah..that's my LJ name..you don't have to know who Sean is anyway..and I'm a lil confused..I try again with Just Jessica and it goes like this..
just jessica
Magic Number9
JobActor
PersonalityA Worrier, I Worry That I Worry Too Much
TemperamentNervous
SexualIf I Have To
Likely To WinA Free Coke
Me - In A WordDitsy
Colour
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weird..Am I nervous??

Song in my head



I can't get it out of my head..and it's so me right now...*sniff*

S.O.S.
by ABBA
Written by: Benny Andersson, Stig Anderson, Björn Ulvaeus
Recording began 22nd or 23rd August 1974 at Glen Studio.

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
SOS
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
SOS
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on

You seemed so far away though you were standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
SOS
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
SOS
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
SOS
And the love you gave me, nothing else can save me
SOS
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on

Saturday, June 28, 2003

Me Today!


>Feeling: Die you, yes! you! die!
>Listen to:Used: Buried myself alive (yes..please..buried me..please..)

He's fucking ingage! Yes, my crush is getting ingage!! and ironically not with ME! Damn! Yes, I know..sad..but what the heck!! I'm not really click with him anyway..so..yeah..I'm not so sad..
But then again, I'm not gonna cry my heart out and begging to the lord to take me..Did you actually imagine I actually screaming out loud and say "Please lord just kill me!!" Hell no! that's not going to happen dude! Well, I kinda feel like a dumbass who wears shocking green wig and strips on the street full of pig and lizard..(eek!)
Instead of screaming to the lord like that..I would scream "Listen..Would you just give me a nice guy who really loved me..thanks..Oh, and by the way..I got your message!" (okay..that-I got your message-is off the record!)
Oh, well..I'll be alright..eventually..Let's just hope so..anywhoo..I got a lot of things to do..I have to write an article for my campus magazine and I have to type my paper for my Social Psychology class...Gah!! great!
see ya!

You are Peace
You are Peace.

You are at peace with your self and the world
around you. You have balance in your life and
exude tranquility from every pore of your body.
People are constantly asking you "what is
your secret?"


What Emotion Are You?
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kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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SPIRIT is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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Saturday, June 14, 2003

Poem..



My friend sent me this in the mailing list...it's beautiful!!

You still have hope
If you can look at the sunset and smile,
then you still have hope.

If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower,
then you still have hope.

If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly,
then you still have hope.

If the smile of a child can still warm your heart,
then you still have hope.

If you can see the good in other people,
then you still have hope.

If the rain breaking on a rooftop can still lull you to sleep,
then you still have hope.

If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder,
then you still have hope.

If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips,
then you still have hope.

If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism,
then you still have hope.

If you give people the benefit of a doubt,
then you still have hope.

If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life,
then you still have hope.

If receiving an unexpected card
or letter still brings a pleasant surprise,
then you still have hope.

If the suffering of others still fills you with pain and frustration,
then you still have hope.

If you refuse to let a friendship die,
or accept that it must end,
then you still have hope.

If you look forward to a time or place of quiet and reflection,
then you still have hope.

If you still buy the ornaments,
put up the Christmas tree or cook the supper,
then you still have hope.

If you can look to the past and smile,
then you still have hope.

If, when faced with the bad,
when told everything is futile,
you can still look up and end the conversation with the phrase..."yeah...BUT.,"
then you still have hope.

Hope is such a marvelous thing.
It bends, it twists, it sometimes hides,
but rarely does it break.
It sustains us when nothing else can.
It gives us reason to continue and courage to move ahead,
when we tell ourselves we'd rather give in.

Hope puts a smile on our face
when the heart cannot manage.

Hope puts our feet on the path
when our eyes cannot see it.

Hope moves us to act
when our souls are confused of the direction.

Hope is a wonderful thing,
something to be cherished and nurtured,
and something that will refresh us in return.
And it can be found in each of us,
and it can bring light into the darkest of places.
NEVER LOSE HOPE! (TB)

Thursday, June 12, 2003

>>Quizies


You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You are Neo
You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
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How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

wolverine
You are Wolverine!

A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when
around those you don't know and even those you
do. You are awkward when it comes to
relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you
love.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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libra.
You should be a Libra, your generous, realistic,
and charming, but you can be dependent,
distant, and materialistic.


~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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cyclops
Your ideal mate is Cyclops. He's handsome, has
nice hair, and has a cute smile. But he is
also a tad bit annoying, overprotective, and
jumps to conclusions ("We were just
talking!!"). Though his shortcomings may
be a bit much, don't let that throw you off.
He knows how a lady is to be treated and is one
you can grow old with.


Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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You are Brian!
You are Brian Molko!


Who are you?
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You see the world in Red
Red:
Aren't you the romantic? Life is poetic. If you
don't already, write poetry, you're good at it.

Made by
Sara



What color do you see the world in?
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cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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United Kingdom (England)
United Kingdom (Britain) -
One of the longest-standing nations in history, it
has survived several centuries and kept its
traditions alive.


Positives:

A Long History Full of Tradition.

Well-Renouned.

Strong and Respected.


Negatives:

Viewed as Pompous and Aristocratic.

Bitterness of Others About Past Transgressions.

Bad Teeth.



Which Country of the World are You?
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Okay..that's enough..Jess!!!

Me Today



Crap!! I just back from the anyer beach. It was great by the way, but things went a lil bit scrwed up..with the girl name..wait..just called her Ms. fuckin' T okay..
She's just anoyingly anoyying! Okay. This is the story..I went to the anyer beach with my crush. Things went dull...so dull. Well, I still have a crush on him..but Oh..I dunno!!! Okay..that's not really the problem. The problem is the Ms. Fuckin' T, When we go back from the Beach to Jakarta, She Hitchhiking in my crush car..So it's the Five of us in the car..Two girls (that's me and that Bitch!), Three guys (my crush, and two of his friends). A long the trip she's acting like she knows everything about my crush, Yes she did! I think she likes my crush too.. I mean..I know that she's a friend of mine and my crush too, but she's acting too much! and that was Suck! Well, I dunno about my feeling anymore..I don't really know my crush..but i keep searching..but I don't know..it still confused me..

Oh, well at least I have fun!! and i learn new thing there..and I know more about my crush..and you know what..his sense of music is the same with me!!! yay!!!
Cool, huh?? and Ms Fuckin' T doesn't even have a clue!! screw you! you bitch!!

Oh, well..I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you., that's so true..and I don't feel it when I'm with my crush..Sad..