Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life...Try to make ends meet ,you're a slave to the money then you die...I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet...

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

Me Today!


Happy Ied day!!
Tomorrow will be leaving town for a week...

Listen to--Travis: Driftwood

Happy Ied day people! Minal Aidzin wal Faidzin! May the forgiveness spread and bring us back to fitrah! I'm so happy yet exhausted. There was a lot of guest today at my home..my family, my neighbors *I have a good looking neighbor!!*, and my father's friends..yeah..everybody! My friends keep sending SMS and all...I feel loved..*sigh*. Thanks!

Ey, Ey, I found a site that can feed your ego, Yes, I tell the truth! the Advertising Slogan Generator

It feeds mine..

Come See the Softer Side of Cj---Aww...I have softer side?
Your Cj, Right Away---Yes, Maam!
The Curiously Strong Cj---Sounds like Hulk to me..*snort*
This Is Not Your Father's Cj---Gee..I hope it wasn't my mum talking
Do The Cj---Oh Yeah, baby! do the CJ!
Just Like Cj Used To Make---What did I make?
Please Don't Squeeze The Cj---Yeah! that's hurt!
The Cj That Likes To Say Yes---Depends!
The Cj of Confidence---Oh, okay..
Time To Make The Cj---Sounds like my parents 19 years ago..
Sometimes You Feel Like a Cj, Sometimes You Don't---Really?

I'll stop..really! I try to.. *sigh*

You're in Good Hands with Cj---I sound like a nanny
Life's Pretty Straight Without Cj---Yeah! I'm Gay! *sigh* kidding!
You've Always Got Time For Cj---You just have to! dammit!
Say It With Cj---Yeah..CJ is a flower?
It's the Bright One, it's the Right One, that's Cj---Aww..thank you..thank you..aww..
Cj Makes Everything Better---See! I was telling the truth!

Okay! I stop!! dammit! this is addictive...Blame my ego! it's her fault!

Anyway, Me and my family will be leaving the town--Jakarta--at 6 o'clock in the morning to Lampung. In Lampung, we'll be living near my uncle radio station. We'll visit my aunt boutique too and probably a little shopping LOL . Wait! I can't spend my money one it! No! I have to fix my camera! Yeah, Camera is MORE way too important.

Okay, I just paying attention at the newest Travis vid clip--re-offender--Nice! Very! It has story..a lot of violence but still very interesting. 1st they had this one van to travel together to do performance and all. They had this issue to each other but they hide it. Then they do the 1st performance--on stage without bruises. 2nd performance with black eyes and they split van into 2 vans. 3rd performance on stage with black eyes and bandages. And of course, 3 vans. In the end, they're doing performance with black eyes, bandages and broken noses and yes, as you might guess 4 vans, 1 for each member of the band. Watching this Vid Clip kinda remembering me to OASIS..LoL..Fighting and all..

Oh well...I have to go to sleep...See ya I think!

Monday, November 24, 2003

Me Today!


Shopping!! and NOT leaving town for a week *sigh*
Listen to--Maroon 5: Harder to breath

I just bought new shoes--just a normal one--it's converse! I love my new converse shoes! Wanna see..I bought the low cut..but I couldn't find the navy low cut pic..so..yeah.
looks like my navy low cut converse shoes!


And the new fact that I think my family and I canceled the trip--We have to discussed about it later..

Talking about new fact--a new fact about Dimas!--> He's smoking!. Dammit! I'm not really like smokers...but I dunno..*sigh* I'm confused..and shocked..Why I didn't know about this one!

ur destined to be with vic
Your destined to be with Vic! u r sooooooo lucky!!



which member of F4 are u destined to be with?
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Gosh!! F4!! Man, I should die! LMAO! AWW!! Vic!! aww!! *gee, I sound like a teenyboopers!*

Oh, well..I have to search some articles for my college task.. *sigh* . See ya later peeps.

Sunday, November 23, 2003

Me Today!


Mother Goose, Blur and leaving town for a week!
Listen to--Bonnie Pink: it's gonna rain

Holla people! So, tell me about my new layout? Licks it or barf it? Comment needed--badly. Actually, I'm not planning to change my layout. This disaster happened, because the fucking blogger fucked my old layout up. I dunno what exactly happen, but the template was just half disappear--Yes, HALF! Lunatic mother fucker! Blogger can kiss my fucking ass!! Mind the language, I'm just pissed. Dammit!

Anyways...I still work on my new layout here. So yeah..It’s not that perfect--if you compare my blog with Rick's *sigh*. Rick's blog is such a masterpiece...You should die Rick! You're so damn talented! Oh, well you ARE my brother...no wonder you're talented…LOL.

I have this Mother Goose thing from a Japanese comic book…I think it's a poem or a song...maybe...dunno.

*Mother Goose*

..Monday’s child is fair of face..
..Tuesday’s child is full of grace..
..Wednesday’s child is full of woe..
..Thursday’s child has far to go..
..Friday’s child is loving and giving..
..Saturday’s child works hard for a living..
..And the child that is born on Sabbath day is bonny and blithe, and good and gay..



I'm Friday's child!! I'm loving and giving…Gee…I sound so damn good...LOL. So people tell me on what day do you belong to?

I got so many random thought in my mind today…so if my blog today confused you, that's mean my mission is success, NO! That’s mean I'm still ill--or normal. LOL.
I listen to a new Blur's song today. To be honest it was sound awful! Shit! I dunno if it because Graham (the former guitarist) leaving the band or else, but the new song was sound not so Blur--if you know what I mean. It didn't have the 'beat' like in Song 2 or Bettlebum. I still don't buy the new album--Think Tank--maybe I'm planning NOT to buy..*sigh*
Instead of Blur's new album..maybe I will buy Hidell's new album--Up & Coming! They're not sound pretty bad (I love Clint! ). Visit some unofficial site of Hidell--Hidellrock.com and Hidellized.com. I change my desktop and winamp skin with Hidell's picture. Dammit! I should die! I'm such a freak! shit! LOL.

By the way, since it's near Ied day (11/26). I would like to say--Happy Ied for all Moslems in the world! May you all get the blessing of Ramadan and the winning of Ied day! . Talking about Ied day, my family’s planning to go back to homeland--Lampung (from my mother side)--just visiting for a week. Meeting some relatives, it’s been a long time ago since the last time I went to Lampung (I think I was 12 or something). I kinda missed them. But the disadvantage is…I can’t go online! I dunno if in Lampung (my relative’s house) has an internet connection or not. Oh, well…It’s just a week. No big deal.

Anywhoo, Ethan...if you’re (still alive) out there! I need to ask you a question. Is it true that Iggy Pop and Sum 41 sing together on an old song from Iggy Pop? Cuz, I think I heard it on the radio somewhere…Ethan bro, I think you have to stop hiatus now. It’s not really good for your weight. I think I can see your tummy clearly pointed now…LOL. No! that’s true! I can see it!

Dammit! I have to finish my homework. Yes, Indeed my friends, homework! My Profs didn’t let me free and have some little fun! I mean IT IS HOLIDAY!! Dammit! Oh, well…See you when I see you I guess…Bye!

Saturday, November 22, 2003

Me Today!


I get Cold! yes! again!
Listen to--Blur: Song 2

I should sleep..*sigh* I know..my blog just retarded! shit! fucker!!
I should sleep. bye.

Saturday, November 01, 2003

Me Today!


I'm exhausted..I need a real sleep..
Listen to--Matt Nathanson: Laid

Do you think cold can be transfered through the Phone connection? Because I got cold after Dimas--who's get cold at the time--called me through the phone. Possible. Argh, this is phathetic, I don't know what to write. My head is full of crap (read: lessons and homeworks). Oh, I know..I tell you something, yesterday after the class..Dimas and me were just joking around and suddenly..
Dimas said something like.."You know why I get cold? because I lack of Vitamine L."
And I asked him, "Vitamine L?--what is it?"
And guess what's his answer! It's so damn Cheesy!! You can laugh at it or mock it..I allowed that. Really.
He said.."Vitamine L is Love. I lack of Love." --God, I wanna barf . For guys out there, DON'T USE THAT PICK UP LINE! And my response is just.."what??" with my smirking (and shocked) face.

Anyway, my mid term exams were hell (as we know it). I think I'll get a D for Statistics, you know, when they gave me the exam paper--I was just stared at it and my jaws fell . I completely an idiot if I deal with math. Please give me anything but math. But yeah, eventually I'll deal with it. I must if I'm not I'm not gonna graduate.

My developmental Psychology was not really helping. Well, I found it kinda easy but anything can happen. My Philoshopy of Man was just okay..I think I'll pass that. Let's hope so--Even if I still don't know why it's so important learning about the dead peoples theory of man. Yeah, well sometimes they're make sense, but most of the time they don't.

My Organization and Industrial Psychology exam was hell also! Oh, please don't ask. It's a nightmare! I'm sure I'm failed. And my Methodology of Research...*sobbing so hard* I'm dead. Isn't it really obvious? I'm dead

But my Identification and development of creativity exams was kick major bootah! I'm sure I'll get at least a B. *cross my fingers*

Oh, well..It's raining all the time in here and I get cold. And the electricity is dead!! Now, I'm using my laptop's battery. Dimas cellphone is breakdown so I can't call him and he can't call me too. And I'm hungry..LOL

Oh, yeah..I get two bothers. They're kinda arguing all the time like cat and dog, but I heart them. Meet my brothers, Ethan (reincarnation of Harry Potter who likes Iggy Pop) and Rick (Ethan Suggest to call him Fhuzer or something..what ever that supposed to mean..but I think Ethan is just Jealous that rick has a girl friend and he doesn't. LOL, kidding bro)

Dont you just find this picture is kinda funny? It's Sean who's taking the pic. He has a talent there. I'm serious. This is funny but not my favorite. My favorite is this..very artistic..indeed. And this (Look for the traffic sign--weird--is that real?)