Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life...Try to make ends meet ,you're a slave to the money then you die...I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet...

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Me Today!


Soon..the holiday would be over...*yay!*
Listen to--Wheatus: Teenage Dirt Bag

Am I weird for liking the holiday is end soon? ahahaha. I miss school. Seriously, I miss learning Psychology. Gee, I'm a geek. ahahaha.

I get not really nice scores this semester, I think I'm not really serious on my task. I'll be better for this new semester. Well, I get an A for my Philosophy of Man--Yay! I love that class! but I get a C for Statistics--I'm not surprised, I know it, I can smell it. argh! Well, the rest of the classes I get Bs. Not so bad huh? Yeah,well...I think I can do better than that. I'll try again. I won't give up on Psychology.

This new semester I will study harder. I have 9 classes this semester. I'll name it,
- Learning Psychology
- Statistics 2-- Yeah, I know that will come.
- Social Psychology 2
- Economic Behavior
- Mental Health
- Behaviors in Organization
- Community Psychology
- Introduction to Educational Psychology
- Personality 1

I've found them really interesting so, I take them all. I'll do my best this semester! Go CJ Go! Damn I'm weird.

Speaking of ending the holiday, next week I'll be back to my lil apartment and back to school. The problem is, I hate cleaning my place . I bet it so smelly right now. Eww...I have to clean everything. Have you heard about the chicken disease thing in Asia? Well, I dunno about it on my area though, but incase it attacks. I have to clean it soon. I don't wanna have that nasty bird flu . Eww..I turn to chicken. ahahaha. NOT!

Anyway, tomorrow My friends and I will go to amusement park--Rizal's plan, remember? We'll have a lot of fun!
Dimas can't come, he has this HUGE problem about the next event on campus. He's responsible for the National Education Exhibition on March. And we--the people--have to raising money. Big number of money. 5 hundreds million rupiahs. Oh, yes, it's a big one! And he has to meet some people tomorrow so he couldn't come. Isn't it IRONIC? one of our friends is stress about the event we're on to and we--the friends--are having fun alone without him! ahahaha. I feel terrible. well, a little... oh, well Dimas will do fine.

Anywho, I just had two chat with Ethan! He's not dead, people, too bad. Ahahaha. Kiddin' After we have that chat we came to some conclusion, That we both cowards and weird. Interesting huh? He's fun tho.

And Rick, I'm sorry for greeting your birthday late, I didn't know. Sorry. Happy belated birthday! Again... *grins*

Zinamic Zuo aka Zahira and Ziameze, you two still rock out there?! I heart you both girls!

Emil, when are you online, dude? Are you busy with school and stuffs? Get on to the MSN! What's your GPA! tell me!

Thanks for everyone who visited my blog, do it again next time okay? Ahahaha.
Later people.

Oh, and one thing, that Jackass movie is the most stupid nonsense movie I have ever watched.

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Thursday, January 22, 2004

Me Today!


The Background music does bother me! Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Listen to--Weezer: Dopenose

Weezer songs are always cheering me up. I dunno why? I just love them. Well, I don't really know what to write. I had a lazy week, indeed. Just laying around, sleep til noon, watching TV and DVDs, Lay Out-ing leaflet for next event in campus, providing article for the mag.

I talked to Iqbal again, of course mocking about Alfin who really pretend he's a perfect being which is clearly NOT. Alfin really can kiss my fucking ass! He judged Iqbal and Dimas like he knows them really well. And telling me that they're not really honest to me and they're buncha coward who prentending to be someone else. I mean, what's his right to talk about my friends! He doesn't even know about them! I know them really well and as long as I know they never lie to me. And they always act normally wacko around me. I know buncha secrets about them. I DO trust them! So Alfin, you really need to get yourself a shrink, dude! You're in deep shit! You really need a new head, cuz I think you lost your old one, Pig!
Iqbal said maybe he just jealous to Dimas. Hahahahaha . If it's true, how immature Alfin can be!

Anyhow, Iqbal said, I have to write about Alfin's problem and publish it to our underground paper--it's a monthly paper for our clique only--not that I have a prep clique or whatever, it's just part of the deal. Yeah, maybe I would. He has an interesting problem anyway. We can discuss about it. Anyway, Alfin will go to Aussie this Jan 25th, I'd say beware Australians!. Ahahahahaha.

Dimas is still out of town, the family wedding party, at Jogyakarta. He sent me another sweet sms again. But I can't send him any sms since yesterday. I tried to call him but the stupid operator said I dialed the wrong number?! What's that all about?! Damn operator! Wait, He sent me another sms now. I try to reply. It sent! Yay! Nice.

I have a bad news about ,Rizal. He had this tooth surgery and he still has the bleeding. He only eats pouridge and milk. Aww...I'm sorry Rizal . I hope you'll get better soon. I missed you. And how is the plan trip to the amusement park?

Another offline friend, Alfan is asking me to spend weekends in Carita with other friends of course. But I have to reject it, I have a job to do in Friday and Saturday, I'm sorry Alfan.

Tanti is still there, she's my TV shows info source. She rocks! Don't forget to bring the Miniature Telecaster guitar tomorrow, dudette!

Deep is still busy with her event, Job Training. I hope everything goes well for you Deepsy! hahahahaha. I love that name--Deepsy--sounds stupid!

I had a new online friend, His name is Emil--remember me of someone really important to me. I used to really like a guy name Emil. I'm not sure I forget him, though. Oh, well. I had a nice chat with Emil, He's fun. And don't forget to buy the Hot Hot Heat CD for me! hahaha.

Of course I still have the Dynamic Duo or should I change it to Zinamic Zuo. Hahaha. It's Zahira and Ziameze! Zahira just had a blast night watching Sean Paul's concert. Yeah, Zahira, I make sure Dimas knows about that. Ziameze, I hope the interview was going well. I believe you done a great job! Zinamic Zuo-hahahaha. I love it. From now on I will call you both Zinamic Zuo. Agree?

And yeah, there's still Nita aka Bellissima. You wanna know my tricks girl? Let me think about it first. Ahahaha. I will put your list on my friends blog, how 'bout that?

Rick and Ethan, you both are missing, again! Oh, well. Be good brothers!

See, that's what you get when you don't know what to write on your blog! Hahahaha. I'm lame, I know!

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Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Me Today!


I had a nice monday!
Listen to--Frank Sinatra: Something Stupid

Hmm....I've been thinking, to tell you or not to tell you about this silly thing. Last Monday I went out with Dimas. I think it's our real second date. Well, I think...LOL . Don't ASK!

Anyhow, the date was almost getting worst and weirder, almost failed to be exact. You wanna know why? The plan is we're eating lunch 1st, after that went to the bookstore--Gee, whatta geek! LOL. Then we went to the movie to watch an Indonesian movie--Arisan!--a satiric great movie. The 1st 2 went nicely, but the 3rd one was almost given me a headache--Wait a sec! It was give me a fuckin’ headache! The cinema was full of middle school/high school teenagers and they were so noisy and made the room so fucking hectic! It was driving me NUTS! . Apparently, there’s an Indonesian teen flick--break the Indonesian Box Office--Eiffel, I’m in Love! Movie. Well, you get the picture about the movie right? Romantic teen movie! *sighs*. And they were ALL waiting for that movie! All of them!!

So then, we’re decided not to go to Cinema--Of course we were! Dammit! You should see the line!! So we went to the local Café for having some drinks and just making some real nice quality of conversation-- what?!

Oh, yes, the conversation is so nice--incase you weren’t notice I say that with a sarcasm on it. You know what line I start the convo with? You won’t believe me. I asked him his favorite color!! Oh yes, I did! See how silly it went. Hahahaha! . Oh, well apart from it, the convo went nicely. We met some juniors from Psychology in the Café--I hope they’re not make our date such a big gossip. One of them, actually taking our picture with her camera phone!! They’re wacko. Just grow up, will ya!

After, the Café we decided to go to the bookstore again--Dimas said he wants to buy his little sister a Harry Potter 5 Indonesian version book. But suddenly He change his mind, He wanted to go to the Movie again. Then we checked there, luckily we didn’t have to wait in line again and he bought the tickets and we watched Arisan!--the movie. It was a nice movie by the way. It’s satiric, which is I love. It’s so fuckin’ funny. It’s really fun laughing at things or ideas that you usually hate. Rich people without brain. Exactly! . And the actors are really acting so well! I like it! And another weird part, we met one of our professor and two faculty staffs in the cinema! sat right next to me!!--Awkward . It feels like you went on a date with accompany by your father or something. LOL

Well, I had fun last monday. It was fun. And He still don't want to tell me his new year resolution!! LOL . Oh well...

Anywho, I had a nice convo with Rick on MSN last saturday. He's so nice! We're mocking about Ethan--We're watching you Ethan! I heart you Rick! and Happy belated 1 year Anniversary with Nicole!! I'm happy for you.
Zahira and Ziameze thanks a lot for the comments! I love you guys! And for everybody who visited my blog--it's very nice of you!

So there, I got to go. I have a meeting tomorrow about the next event in Campus. Busy! See ya!

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Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Me Today!


My Ultimate New Year Resolution! Watch out people!
Listen to--Beastie Boys: Intergalactic


I'm not really good at doing this thing really...Alrighty, I will begin,

Things do to in this 2004:

- Get my driving license--I never knew that driving would be so hard. I'm lazy.
- Buy the miniatur telecaster guitar for Sean--don't mention this to him, it should be a surprise.
- Study hard for my grades--I should get my flying grades back!
- Learn more about child psychology outside class.
- Read more great books--so people, if you knew some wonderful books, any genre, please do tell me...I give you cookie?
- Listen to good music! Any UK underground-ers would be good. Anything rock doesn’t matter for me…So if you people heard any good stuffs, do tell!
- Learn more about web designing, java stuffs, html.
- Learn more about film maker--this is for the next event I'm onto.
- Not to get snap easily at problems--I should manage my temper or I turn to be my mum!!
- Be nice at Dimas cuz I think he diserve it--I'm cruel sometimes..and I know it's not good.
- Try not to selfish toward other people, esp. my friends.--get rid that 'me first' attitude!
- Watch many good movies, inspiring ones!--it might useful for my column at the campus magazine.
- Write more, anything!
- Draw sketches again--before I forget how to draw!
- Exercise more. I definitely need to jog and doing some basketball--I think I'll get gym class this semester.
- Learn more about photoshop.
- Act more my age!--not younger (the selfish kiddo!) or not older (desperate old women!). It's hard to act my age!
- Not eating to much greasy food and fat food.--Do the diet! you crap!
- Eat more vitamins, esp. Vitamin C and fruits and vegetables--Yay! broccoli!--so I don't get sick easily!
- Treat my friends good, esp. my best friends. Give them more attention, I think I pay too much attention at myself and forget them--me=selfish bitch!
- Don't forget people's birthday!!!
- Be nice at my family--They miss me, even if they don't show it!
- Don't slam the door, every doors!
- Walking nicely!--you're a girl! not a caveman! I should have a new personality.
- Drag Dimas to stop smoking and support Ethan.
- No sleep late at night--that’s mean NO ‘3 am still awake’! and anyway..it’s not good for the skin (Gee, I feel like a beautician…*sighs*)
- Don't laugh too loud, people's ears have some limitation. but...
- Buy new glasses. The sooner the better.
- Be more religious, 'God is the only one who will never grow tired listening to men'--Kierkegaard (my favorite philosopher!)

Yeah, I think that's all...It'll develop along the year I believe...
I hope I can do this resolution, not just write it down than forget it. I hope I’ll learn more about experience in life this year. Damn it, I feel like Felicity! LMAO

Alright, I have to rush. Bye peeps…


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