Me Today!

Riot, I hate V day, what coulda been worse?
Listen to--Mono: Life in mono

I'm sorry guys for not blog for so long. Not really long tho. ANyone missed me? LOL
I had a bittersweet week. It was both scary and nice.

1st, Feb 12th is one of the scariest day of my life. I haven't felt like that since 3rd grade when my mom had a surgery in her stomach. On that day, there's a lil riot in Jakarta. And Dimas was one of the victims. I dunno why, later that day, I called his cell Phone to have a lunch with me and Rizal, which I never had a lunch with him since a long time. He didn't answer it and for about ten minutes later he called me back. He said he's in Juanda Area doing a demostration with the other Univ students for some political reason in Indonesia. It's near presidential election here. And since he IS an Idealistic person--whatsoever--he's in the demo for some idealistic reason. Incase you didn't catch that I write with a cynical tone! Damn You Dimas! you made me worry!

Everything went fine until, Iqbal--my friend--called me after we finished the english debate session. I'm still on the bus stop--of course waiting for the bus. LOL.
He said "Don't go anywhere! I'll go there" I was thinking, maybe he lost something or whatever. Onbe minute, the bus came. I saw Iqbal at the street toward the bus stop. Then He yelled at me " Don't get on the bus! stop right there!" Then his face turned plae.
He said "I'm sorry but I just heard that Dimas get hurt..."

I shocked; He just called me latere that day. He sounded fine. I didn't say anthing until Iqbal told me that Dimas was still in the ER. He asked me if I wanted to go with him to the hospital. Then we went to the hospital with some friends. We took the train. I never took a train before. I never really like the train, it was alwasy dirty, full and smelly and full of pickpocket and stuffs. Ewww..but that day, I didn't think anything I just jump in it! Gee...I can't believe I did that for Dimas! He should be proud of it! LOL . Along the way on the train I kept my positive mind. I still believe he's alright.

Then we arrived at the lobby, I saw Dimas name on the board of the victims names. It was like 50 name! He was still in the ER. Iqbal went to pick him up on the ER; I didn't have the nerve to see him by myself. I was too scared. One minute, Iqbal got back with Dimas by his side. Don't worry people...He looked alright! Only--yes--only get 5 stitches in the head and 2 injections, well 3 for the sample. When I saw his face I can't believe I actually felt relieve. I felt like my worry was just disappared! I couldn't say anything, I just smiled at him and nothing more. And you know what the 1st line he sait to me was, "With what you went to here?" with that annoying smile of him. Doh! seriously! He still can mock me with 5 stitches in the head!! oh, God! Can you believe it! I almost wanna cry because of him and his stupid idelaistic reason! dammit! Dimas! you could kill yourself out there!

Because of the riot his face was become so familiar on the TV and the newspaper this week! Ahahahahahah! Lucky him, tho. A star for one week. And you know what, that day, his brother --Aulia--called me. He said, "Dont worry about Dimas, we'll take care of him"
I mean, what was that supposed to mean?! Did Dimas tell everything about me and him to his brother? Seriously?! He freaked me out! Dimas got picked up by hius father and brother that day.

The 2nd news, Feb 14th--which most of you called V day whatsoever. On that day there was an live music event in Psychology not for the V day, it's an annual event, just it happens to be on the same day as V day. Well, the day before Dimas called me from his parent house. He asked me if I wanted to accompany him to the event. Then I said, "If your parent let you go, then why not." I don't have anything to do anyway..So we went. It wasn't pretty good, I mean the 1st band was good they sang some songsfrom Weezer and Dashboard Confessional. And 2nd band sang some song from Elvis and Spin Doctor. It was good, the rest was crappy V day music..mellowing my ass..I felt like dying! ahahaha!

Everyone at the campus was so happy to see him back. and everybody was taking his head picture--his stitches actually. Ahahahaha! It was fun! He kept saying "what the fuck! are you guys crazy!" ahahahaha!

And later, almost 11 pm. He walked me home, it was a little raining i think. then we waited for the rain to stop at my place, we chatted a little. He said he like to listen to the sound of the rain! Me too!! Aww!! we're weird..Ahahahaha! Then 12 pm he went home, he had to take some rest too...the stitches effect remember? The night was nice, I mean we both didn't celebrate V day. We both believe V day is just a postmodernism effect. It's just waste your money. But it was nice.

And on sunday, Feb 15th we went to the cinema with Iqbal and Rizal. It was great. I had to take the train again. It was fun.I met the guy--Danial--who I used to date a couple time in the 2nd semester. You have to see, how Dimas looked like when we met him at the train station. It was awkward! ahahaha! I hope he wasn't jealous.

I just realized, maybe this is a sign. I inever really worry for someone except for my family and maybe I just have to make this thing work between me and Dimas. Maybe I have to forget the other person. Maybe I will never know...But I will try. I will.

I will be back with the salutation for my bloggie friends. See ya!