Me Today!

Feel a bit alienated from the world out there...Antisocial
Listen to--The Cling: Falling down

Hi, you guys! *Trying to sound cheer*
I'm on the middle of my Community Psychology Essay. I should be finished it but I bored. So, I blog. What A solution! *Cynical tone*

Anyways, my life this week was/still so busy and ambivalence. I mean I like school but the home works are killing me. Not that I'm panic. I’m just being hyperbolic. LOL. I try my best, tho. FYI, I'm surrounded by so many thick psychology books and papers that's way I feel so alienated from the world. LOL

This week the sun is shinning brightly! Man, I never realize I really miss the sun. *Waves to the Sun* I really like the heat and the light, all of them. I love Sun! Not that I hate Rain, I still love rain but not in daylight. Besides, rain in daylight makes me lazy to go to Campus. I already skip 2 classes because of the rain the other day. Yes, I did. Shame on me *said with a regret* Ahahahahaha.

Oh, yesterday is Tanti's Birthday! Happy Birthday Tanti! I love You! Anyway, she gave me this poem for her return letter. I sent her a 'love and care' letter for her the other day. This is what she sent me back. It's dedicated for me.

THANK YOU
for being my friend

Thank you for believing in me
When I found it difficult
To believe in myself...
For saying what I've needed to hear sometimes
Instead of what I've wanted to hear..
For siding with me
And for giving me another side to consider..

Thank you for opening yourself up to me..
For trusting me with your thoughts
And disappointments and dreams...
For knowing you can depend on me
And for asking my help when you're needed it..

Thank you for putting so much
Thought and care and imagination into our friendship...
For sharing so many nice times...
And making so many special memories with me...

Thank you for always being honest with me
Being kind to me..
Being there for me..

Thank you for being
A friend to me
In so many meaningful ways...

Awwwww..........That was so beautiful...someone dedicated a poem for me. How sweet. I love her more! Now I have to buy something nice for her! damn! Kiddin'

And my mom still thinks I'm an antisocial person! LOL. Seriously, just because I have 'not having fun all the time' friends, she thinks I'm antisocial! LOL. Mom...This is proving you're WRONG!

Talking about my friends, Iqbal's birthday is on Feb 29th!! YES, IT'S ONLY COME ONCE IN 4 YEARS! Now, there are no excuses for you not to treat us lunch, Iqbal!! LOL.

With Iqbal, Deep and me, we're trying to take over our Campus Mag. For real. It’s become so fuckin LAME on the Old hand. The Mag sounds like a joke on the Old Hand. He made it sounds like a teenage mag, more awful, like a cheap magazine. I mean, this is not how I see about our Campus Mag--Psyche--I see it more like a philosophical mag which sensitive about our issues around the globe. Well, just wish us luck, next semester we will take over the world..er..I mean the Campus Mag. LOL.

Ey, have you see Sean's new pic? I dare you to NOT to drool over your computer keyboard. He's fucking HOT. I never see him so hot like that. For real.
Wait.
Take a tissue
Or
napkin.
Or
Cover your mouth with
Your two hand--yes, make it two.
Or
Cover your eyes.
It's contagious.
TADA....



You're drooling! I can SEE it! ahahahahahaha.

He's scary, isn't he? Trust me he's scary. I think our 'treatment'--throwing rocks at him--is actually working! LOL.

Hem, speaking of scary. I have a stalker. Yes, a true one. This is scary, I already talk to some of my friends about it, haven't talk to Dimas about it tho, I'm afraid he will freakin out. This stalker--who commit to be named Rohid--knows my home, my school, my home phone number, my cell phone number, and he said he SEE me. I'm scare. He calls me every night. If he calls me on my cell phone I didn't pick it up. He scares me.
Rick said I have to take self-defense lessons. Yeah, maybe I must. And Rick(toria)--don't you love that name! LOL--said I must NEVER walk alone. I'll keep that in mind, Rick. Thanks.

Anyfuckinway, I have to get back to my so called Community Psychology Essay. Have a nice weekend--unlike mine! LOL

Dedication for the Pluggins

Thanks for being supportive and being there for me when I need it. I know we never really meet in a real life. I know some of us, get separated by oceans and continents (there's an ant on my screen--random!), but it never separate our friendship that we build inter bloggers or journals. I know I might not be sensitive with all of you guys problem. I know I was wrong, but I try my best to give you the best of me. I try to open up. It actually helps my problems too. Thanks for everything guys! I love you all! Seriously. I’m not saying 'I love you' all the time you know…

Thanks to :

Kat, We just knowing each other, but I really find you so Interesting, I admire your way of thinking and your force to take Tim Armstrong away from me. LOL.

Emil, The next time you read my wish list, don’t just read. Buy some for me! And what's with Republica? they were good! Be nice.

Zahira, You and Alex are definitely going to married. I can sense that. Quotes from Mr. Sinatra--"love and marriage, love and marriage, they'll go together like a horse and carrige, this I tell you, brother(sister), you can't have them without the other..."
Thanks for the support girl! Thanks for always checkin on me.

Ziameze, You’re boyfriend is so romantic, You both are so lucky. So we wait for the Happy April okay! And thanks for the taggie.


Nita, I’ll be good with Dimas, I want this to work out. I will try. And he said he only be OPEN on me and no one else. And the good news is I believe in him. *background music--Ronan Keating: she believes in me* LOL

Ethan-mushy, Don’t be mushy again Ethan. I know how you feel about taken care by someone and blah blah--I wont tell in Public, don’t worry. You’ll get yourself a wickedly kind GF. Sooner or later. Maybe God just give you time to really miss love so you can appreciate love. Well, that’s my opinion on my problem. LOL. But maybe you can use it too.

Rick(toria), Thanks for the support as a brother and friend, I need it. Maybe I will take a self-defense lesson or instead of lesson maybe I will hire a bodyguard. LOL. Anyway is there any such a thing as soulguard? Or maybe loveguard? *curious*

And Thanks everyone for the comments, the taggies and supports. I love you guys! And visit me more. LOL.

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