Me Today!

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Happy New Year 2003 People!
I really had a party yesterday! But I get a lil lonely feeling, I am in the crowd but i feel that way..like something is missing..And then i realize, I need someone besides me..I mean I get buncha friends but I need someone. You know what i mean, do you? And Dammit! last nite was raining! I love rain, but this time it's make me feel mellow! Can I falling in love with a friend?..I mean, I used to see him as a friend but lately it is just different..I dont know..Last nite i talked much with him..ugh..i dont know..i'm confused..This is like..you have to choose, to let your heart falls or to keep your heart..I mean he's a friend, It'll be weird if I date him, isn't it? Everything is fucked up! acually it's just my heart and my mind...D'oh!
Oh, well I just hoping this year 2003..everything in me will be better..everything! And i hope i'll have good marks in every lessons..*begging baldly*
2002 is been a hard and sweet year for me..I graduated from High school, I studied hard to enter a great University in town, and thank God i succeded! , I met buncha good friends and um..mental lecturers..hahahaha..I met buncha good guys..tee hee..(what the..)..Everything seems fair to me..I learn how to grow up..hard though..but I'll live..Oh, well..Life ain't that easy..