Me Today!

blah! i hate my feelings today! i feel like a big dumb super moron! i just lost a friend! i never wanna lost a friend!, for me it's a big disaster! not really nearly the end of the world..but it's sure make me sad..dammit! this whole thing is a big crap!! i already say i'm sorry, but it seem doesn't work...it's surely i really break his heart! i really didn't mean to..but i think he never wanna see my big dumb face again..i am so damn sad! dammit! this whole dillema is SUCK! like a pain in the ass!!!
oh, gosh! what should i do...